.Saturday, September 23, 2006 ' 10:57 PM
Growing up...
Sometimes I still think that I shouldn't be like this, by that I mean, things are like happening too fast. I though it was fun growing up, experiencing things like the adults do. I thought it was easy making choices, taking responsibility and falling inlove...
Before the choices you make always gives a good result, you never really fail, you thought you did everything by yourself, not knowing the adults where there to help and it was probably them who really made the choices and not you. Everything was just the same, you want more challage, and you start envying the adults job, coz they get to try the things that are exciting.
The older once always do the exciting stuff.. like falling inlove, when you look at people that are inlove, they seem to behaving the greatest time of their lives, they seem to be enjoying everything about it. You wanna try, you are so anxiouis to feel that LOVE.. not knowing that it not always means happyness..
Time seem to be so slow, but when you then suddenly feel like you are in that stage that you wanted to be, you there will be a time you will stop and think: why did I wish for this?