.Thursday, March 27, 2008 ' 6:57 PM

Sometimes I really don't know what to do. I'm like lost, lost in my own life..
I know what I want and should do in the future but I can't seem to figure out what I want now.. what I am doing now..
I feel lost and empty,, I'm becoming tired of everything.. I'm pushing away the person who mean/meant alot to me.. I don't know really it's like I want to start from scratch.. I don't regret anything but I know it will feel better if I can change everything right from the beginning.. Doing everything right, right from the start.

I've always said I want to be a different girl, a better one but as days pass by I seem to change in the wrong way, I'm becoming the person I don't want to be.. The more I tell myself not to be like that the more I become it, ironic isn't it. I don't even want to try changing anymore, it might just end up becoming worst.

I just wish I could start,, start right from the beginning, I want new days to come coz seriously I'm so tired of the one I have right now..


It's poitless..

Labels: dailytale, Life

.Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ' 8:36 PM

Let it snow...

Finally it's spring and it snowed.. For the first time this winter it snowed alot.. whats wrong with the climate? Perhaps next year it will snow during summer. I hope not.. I'm looking forward for the warm heat.. I'm tired of wearing a coat and a scarf.. I'm tired of carrying 5 kg of clothes everyday.. I want to get tan and not dry skin because it's freezing.. I want to drink iced tea and not hot tea/ warm cocoa.. I want to lie on the beach and not on my bed with a blanket..

And also.. I want this school year to be over.. I want to have a vacation so that I really can look forward to my 3rd year ... I'm already excited even though I don't really have a reason for it yet since I still have to go through exams before I can go to the next time.. ohay ohay...

Well I need to go.. gonna watch ugly betty =)
see yah!

Labels: dailytale, Life, School

.Sunday, March 16, 2008 ' 7:09 PM

My 2 weeks of study trip in Düsseldorf Germany has been great. I'm saying great because it was better than what I have expected. At first I wasn't looking forward to it, firstly I thought talking deutsch for two weeks will be hard, secondly none of my close friends are going to Germany since most of them have french. I will be stuck with people I do not talk much with for two weeks in a country that is boring... or so I thought... After just few hours in Düsseldorf me and Dina(my housemate) went out to explore the city and suddenly we found out how friendly german people are =) and how cool their cars are.. I started loving Germany just after the first day..
And after some couple of days I started to mingle with my classmates, I didn't expect that we would be able to migle that well. It was fun.. they were fun.. It was a great experience... alot of things happened and I got to know all of them for a short period of time.. !

Labels: School, travel