.Sunday, November 25, 2007 ' 12:42 AM

Whenever it’s Christmas time I always have this mix feelings of sadness and joy. Ever since I was a kid I’ve been having that feeling but perhaps my reasons when I was younger were very shallow. Like the gifts, I always wondered if ever I get a lot of gift for Christmas or they forgot to buy me gifts, my mom was always good in hiding her gifts so I never saw them. Hehe. I guess when you are just a kid the thing you conotate with Christmas is Gift but the more you get older you realize that the gifts have less importance.

So what is Christmas all about? We all know that we celebrate the birth of Christ on that day but other than that I believe that Christmas is a day were we can be with our family/ love ones. Showing love to one another by eating Christmas dinner together while chatting, listening to music or watchind a movie and also exchanging gifts. Families spend time together, they chat the whole Christmas eve and the same they do in the morning, like they haven’t been spending time together the whole year.

But what if you cannot be with the person you love during Christmas time? That’s the sad part. That’s the time you feel incomplete. Christmas can make you feel happy and really sad at the same time, Christmas reminds you about the thing you really miss.

Though, we all have to remember that he/she/they may not be there physically, they will always be present in our hearts.

Labels: dailytale, love

.Saturday, November 17, 2007 ' 9:48 PM

I feel very senti right now. Listening to old songs by frank sinatra, tony bennett, whitney houston. ect.
It feels good, I don't know but when I listen to music from back then I get this weird feeling inside, memories are coming back.. well I don't really think of what happened but its like I get the same feeling.. never mind I can't explain!

So I haven't been posting lately, it's not really because I've been very busy, well I have been busy but not THAT busy. I just didn't have anything to say. after all the drama I felt like I wanted to rest a little. Now I have rested and school is bugging me. xmas break is coming up and its becoming more hectic at school, my schedule at school is like from 8am-3pm almost everyday. And I have at least 2 paper to hand in each week, 10 pages to read in each subject each week and alot of presentations.. They say school is a preparation to real job, can you tell me.. is it really like that our there? :P
well sometimes I think I am more busy or stressed than my parents. They are the one who has a full time job but I feel like I am doing more than them, besides school I have a part time job, then I also have tasks to do at home and my social life. wew. Now I understand why it is hard growing up! but I know that time will come it will all be stable.. I am still fighting to reach the top I still have a long way to go!

Labels: dailytale