Do they really fall INLOVE? Y
Teens nowadays rush into relationship, especially those I can see, the ones living here.
Alright I sound like an old conservative lady but few days ago I though about it and it really made me think.
They go out, party every weekend, flirt with the opposite sex not only during the weekends but also every day at school. Everyday during the break I see boy and girl hugging each other outside my class room, or even at the class room actually, not only huging, they also sit at each others lap.. No they are not commited, and sometimes some of them actually have a bf/gf. Maybe I'm just being too malicious but I really think its too much. Its not just a "hello hug" coz I've got no problem with that, I do it as well but the hug they are doing its more than that "hello hug" hmm.. Maybe teens nowadays are just... affectionate.. too affectionate..
Teens nowadays also tend to have different bf/gf almost everymonth. I think when they get tired of each other they just go seperate ways and start finding a new one right away. Don't they get tired? Don't they ever wish of having one real, serious relationship? is it possible to fall inlove for a very short time?
I can never imagine myself being that situation. Frequently having a new bf. I want a serious relationship, something that will last for long and something that I love.
I am glad that I'm in relationship with someone who is serious right now, coz just the thought of finding someone here really scares me. I really think that it is hard to find someone you can have a serious relationship with here where I live. You need to be good at playing the game.
You need to be willing to kiss many frogs before finding your prince.
Labels: love, nonsense, School
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Satisfaction Y
I feel really bad.. besides head ache and pain in my legs because of working out I feel something inside that is worst than having a head ache and leg pain..
I can't explain this.. all I can say is that I feel like yelling at myself! I want to scold myself for being so selfish, for always being unsatisfied.
when i was younger, I never always get what I wanted, I always had to follow rules by my mom. I had a normal child hood. I didn't get too much or too little of everything, jus enough. So you can't say I have been spoiled.. but now I act like a spoild brat.. a spoiled gf...
I want to be special always.. i want to have more of everything. In short, I never get contented..
and ARG!! I don't think its good but I cant control it! I get sad because I feel like I want more and I feel sad because I am so selfish!!
I really don't know what to do!! I want more but I know that more is too much. I know that I have to be satisfied with what I have but I just cant accept it.. I need to.. ACCEPT what I get and what I have.... but how?!
Labels: bitterness, Life, love
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Loneliness is hunting me Y
I no longer know what I am doing. I no longer know what I really want. One minute I want wait forever just to be with him, the second I feel like I cannot do this anymore, its too hard. I am confused, I wish someone could give me an answer.
I want calmness in my heart and my mind, I just don't know how I can obtain that. where can I find calmness?
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1 month before Christmas. Y
Whenever it’s Christmas time I always have this mix feelings of sadness and joy. Ever since I was a kid I’ve been having that feeling but perhaps my reasons when I was younger were very shallow. Like the gifts, I always wondered if ever I get a lot of gift for Christmas or they forgot to buy me gifts, my mom was always good in hiding her gifts so I never saw them. Hehe. I guess when you are just a kid the thing you conotate with Christmas is Gift but the more you get older you realize that the gifts have less importance.
So what is Christmas all about? We all know that we celebrate the birth of Christ on that day but other than that I believe that Christmas is a day were we can be with our family/ love ones. Showing love to one another by eating Christmas dinner together while chatting, listening to music or watchind a movie and also exchanging gifts. Families spend time together, they chat the whole Christmas eve and the same they do in the morning, like they haven’t been spending time together the whole year.
But what if you cannot be with the person you love during Christmas time? That’s the sad part. That’s the time you feel incomplete. Christmas can make you feel happy and really sad at the same time, Christmas reminds you about the thing you really miss.
Though, we all have to remember that he/she/they may not be there physically, they will always be present in our hearts.
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Oh true love Y
May there be thousands of trials to come we'll solve them together.
because the love we have for each other can never fade
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Being inlove is fantastic you know. Nothing can feel better than making up moments =)
I miss you.. I wish we could talk together now but you are sleeping and I understand :P haaaay I wish I could just talk to you 24/7. I miss you SO MUCH.
Labels: love
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Happy monthsary to you too... Y
I might not have blogged about this before but I got my very own laptop, finally! Somy laptop turned 1 month old to day, happy monthsary =) hope to spend more exciting years with you :P you know Iwill not be able to live without you =p
my precious****
What will you do if someone you love forgot an important occasion that both of you should celebrate? What will you do if the person say sorry, will you say its alright?
Shouldn't you feel really sad? Shouldn't you cry the whole day and accuse him/her for not remembering a very important day?
Isn't it sad that someone you care about can forget such a thing?
Or perhaps its more sad that I feel so numb about it.. Like nothing happened, eventhough I keep telling myself about it over and over again..
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Happy monthsary to you tooby the way, and thanks for remembering...
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Don't be sad Y
I've been feeling really really sad lately. In some weird way I felt like I was all alone in the world like no one cares for me but I am completely wrong.
Today I've been crying alot,ever since I woke up. I dunno I just lost control all I could think about was negative stuff. Then later in the evening (a while ago) I was chatting w/ him, I told him the reason why I was sad, he said everything to make me feel better but I guess I was numb.. The internet connection wasn't cooperating aswell so we didn't have time to chat for a long time.
Then after some minutes I called him. I was just crying. I didn't even say hello to him. I was just crying.. and he was talking and talking, trying to make me feel better. It was nice really. really really nice. even though I'm still sad I am so glad I have someone like him. Someone who is always there for me. Oh I want to scream and tell the world that I really really LOVE him!!
I am so happy that our relationship is finally really serious. Nothing can break us apart!
He is my partner! He is my bestfriend! I thank him so much!
sorry for this post. I just needed to write this down..
I love you my Angel. Come-what-may!!
Labels: love
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