.Monday, February 04, 2008 ' 8:37 PM

Teens nowadays rush into relationship, especially those I can see, the ones living here.
Alright I sound like an old conservative lady but few days ago I though about it and it really made me think.

They go out, party every weekend, flirt with the opposite sex not only during the weekends but also every day at school. Everyday during the break I see boy and girl hugging each other outside my class room, or even at the class room actually, not only huging, they also sit at each others lap.. No they are not commited, and sometimes some of them actually have a bf/gf. Maybe I'm just being too malicious but I really think its too much. Its not just a "hello hug" coz I've got no problem with that, I do it as well but the hug they are doing its more than that "hello hug" hmm.. Maybe teens nowadays are just... affectionate.. too affectionate..

Teens nowadays also tend to have different bf/gf almost everymonth. I think when they get tired of each other they just go seperate ways and start finding a new one right away. Don't they get tired? Don't they ever wish of having one real, serious relationship? is it possible to fall inlove for a very short time?

I can never imagine myself being that situation. Frequently having a new bf. I want a serious relationship, something that will last for long and something that I love.
I am glad that I'm in relationship with someone who is serious right now, coz just the thought of finding someone here really scares me. I really think that it is hard to find someone you can have a serious relationship with here where I live. You need to be good at playing the game.

You need to be willing to kiss many frogs before finding your prince.

Labels: love, nonsense, School

.Friday, December 07, 2007 ' 11:05 PM

For the past couple of weeks I've been having sleeping problems (have I posted about that already? I cannot remember) I am always tired but when I start thinking about sleeping or when I finally get time to sleep then the sleepiness dissappears. I can lay down hour and hours without falling asleep, and if I suddenly almost reach the point when I am about to fall asleep someone walks outside my room to go to the toilet or kitchen, then I will be waken. Just small whispers can wake me up and then its difficult for me to sleep again. But in the morning, the time I am supposed to wake up I sleep so well and its really hard to wake up even though people here at home makes noise since they are preparing to go to work/school.

Right now its 11.12 pm. I've been feeling sleepy since I got home from work, which is almost 4 hours ago. I was planning to stay up the whole night to do by history paper which is due on 14th of December but I don't think I can stay up the whole night after all. I just hope that the time I lay down I will fall asleep right away.

Wish me luck!

Labels: dailytale, nonsense

.Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ' 8:08 PM

I would be lying if I sed that I never dreamed about having an unusual power. We all, in our silly minds, have had an illusion about possesing something that is extra ordinary. Have you any idea what mine can be?

Before, when people use to ask what kind of powers I want to have I couldn’t really answer cause there is a lot of things in the world that I wanted to. Being able to read people’s mind, well the reason is obvious. Being able to fly, so that I can travel the world for free. Power to be invisible so that I can make fun of people without them seeing me, or I can do things that I usually don’t have the guts for.

But.. but but but but!
I realized something lately. I realized how important time is! So now I want to posses the power to control time! I want to be able to stop time or fast forward time (especially when I am at work) I also want to be able to go back time to be able to change something you have done in the past that you might not really like or to be able to experience something in the past again and again so that it won’t just remain a memory forever. Sounds good ayt? As much as I knnow it is impossible I also know that possesing that power wouldn’t be a good thing in a log run. We can’t just change the past or experience the past all over again. Past is past, what happened there should remain the way it is, but of course there is nothing wrong about dreaming about being able to go back time =)

Labels: dailytale, nonsense

.Saturday, October 06, 2007 ' 10:30 PM

I feel like dancing right now, wanna jam with me?? :P
I don't know why I am in the mood for loud music right now, I feel hyper right now :p
too much work makes me hyper active :p

Why do I use alot of :P ?? oh well

When I was in the Philippines my cousin, her bf, my bf and I went to a disco in makati, guess what?? I was too shy to dance! hehe. My bf kept on dancing infront of me like a macho dancer (haha joke) and I was just looking at him and laughing ! oh embarasing!!! Haha! When I think about it now I feel so stupid! :P Well actually I did dance but not as much as I wanted to. I don't know why I am soooo shy. When I am drunk, which I've only been 2 times in my life, I DANCE. When I'm home and llstening to loud music I DANCE, but when in public and haven't had anything to drink I just LAUGH.. Ok weird girl you might think.. I know..

But our night out was fun. I hope we will do it again soon. I wanna go back to the Philippines. Nezt time I really want to dance!!

Labels: dailytale, nonsense

.Sunday, September 23, 2007 ' 8:35 PM

Why do I blog?
Well I started blogging 2 years ago, I dropped my first blog because of the reason that I can't remember. Then I started this one. I think it's been 1 year since I have made this account in blogspot, as far as I remember it was september 2006..

Well I like writing nonsense.. When I am bored I write, when I am sad I write, when I'm happy i dont :P well actually I did.. when I got a bf I started writing a diary hehe and there I wrote all the happy moments.. :)
Before I just used to write on a piece of paper, I dont know were they are right now. Good thing about a blog like this is that it's saved on my pc too so whenever I feel senti I can just turn on my pc and start reading my nonsense writings. ( just like this one)

where am I heading?
well lately i haven't have much to write about. My life isn't exciting.. It never has been :P
I go to school monday to friday, go to work 2-3 times a day(in the after noon) when I'm not at work in the after noon I do homework or browse around the net. I feel like my days are all the same. I go to party too sometimes but mostly I feel like not going to parties and just stay home and relax. (see how lazy I am..)

I want to blog but I don't know what to blog about. it will seem borinng to write about my day I will be just repeating everyday.. But that would be easy coz I can just copy paste some of the days.. hehe. ooh well...

I hope soon I have more thing to blog about. God will let me experience more stuff in this world.. things that are worth blogging about :P

Labels: nonsense

.Tuesday, March 06, 2007 ' 9:20 PM

I really want to write but I cant think of anything to write about! Seriously! Grr!! So let me just bore you with my nonsense..

I feel weird. Not happy, not really sad? Well I can say I'm more than sad then happy.. Or what?? ahh.. basta! I'm numb?! How I wish! There's too much drama in the world right now. correction my world. I feel so disturbed with all these problems.

I cant even take school seriously. Well I still do my job but when I'm at school I cant concentrate. It started last week, I remember when we had german last week and I was in the front raw so my teacher always asked me, actually I dont know if it was because of that or maybe because I used to say loads of things when we have german, but anyways everytime she asked me something the only things I can reply her with are either: "I dont know" or "I forgot" tssk tssk..
I really need to get my concentration back before it disappears completely. I really need it especially in german, coz in that subject it is really hard to concentrate..

How I wish I had a perfect life. A life where I am just happy and smiling the whole time. A life with nothing to worry about.. But I guess thats imposible? and also.. that would be boring wouldnt it??(yah yah u(Jasmin) are just saying that to make yourself feel better)
aaah! I dont know!!

Let me just sleep.
At least in sleep you can make your problems to disappear!

Labels: nonsense

.Saturday, March 03, 2007 ' 7:56 PM

Hi people!
As you can see, I changed my layout and it is not because I dont like the old one anylonger, the reason is because the picture of the old one suddenly disappeared! Well I no longer care I like this one now.. dont you? :p
once again Thanks to pre-made layouts!! =)

So how did the new month welcome me?? I dont know, nothing special happened, I always look forward to the beginning of every month because of something(I dont wanna tell you,, eheh:p) but well it's always special.. bla bla I
m not making any sense!

This month will be an exciting month, for me - and also my classmates. Our first trip will take place the 17th of March! I'm going to Dublin, I cant wait!!

I'll just end here.. I cant write anything interesting, nothing interesting is happening yet.. (as if I ever did write anything interesting =P )

Oh well, let me not waste your time...
Have a nice day/night!! =)
Take care !!

Labels: nonsense