me and grammar Y
Grammar and I can never be best friends!! especially German grammar! OMG I think spending 1 day studying german grammar will be like commiting suicide!! Yesterday I've been trying to read an article in german(two pages) which I have to understand completely since I need to write a synopsis of it in danish. unfortunately I cannot undestand half of the article so I do not know what to write. Even danish grammar is becoming a pain in the ass for me. when I write essays in danish I just write what pops up in my mind and what I think sounds well but when my teacher have corrected it there are loads of red marks. Bout my english.. well I guess its just the same, I am trying to be more aware of the grammar when I am writing english essays but I could be better.
I really don't know what to do with my german paper that I have to hand in the 31st of october. I thought I could finish it today but I've only done the half of it, still miss the synopsis, perhaps I can just do it tomorrow, after asking my teacher if she can translate some part of the article to me :P
change topic!
Christmas is less than 2 months away. I wish I could say that I can't wait till december comes, I felt that before friday, but since I got my new schedule at work friday evening I've been wishing that december will never come. oh, I have work each sunday in december and there is one week that I have to work the whole week. THE WHOLE WEEK! I didn't even ask for that but I guess it is because some of my colleagues are on vacation therefore my boss needed some people to take their shifts. I know it will just add some extra cash into my account but I am just nervous that we might have exams in December. I am not sure yet, I hope we haven't though!
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magical powers? Y
I would be lying if I sed that I never dreamed about having an unusual power. We all, in our silly minds, have had an illusion about possesing something that is extra ordinary. Have you any idea what mine can be?
Before, when people use to ask what kind of powers I want to have I couldn’t really answer cause there is a lot of things in the world that I wanted to. Being able to read people’s mind, well the reason is obvious. Being able to fly, so that I can travel the world for free. Power to be invisible so that I can make fun of people without them seeing me, or I can do things that I usually don’t have the guts for.
But.. but but but but!
I realized something lately. I realized how important time is! So now I want to posses the power to control time! I want to be able to stop time or fast forward time (especially when I am at work) I also want to be able to go back time to be able to change something you have done in the past that you might not really like or to be able to experience something in the past again and again so that it won’t just remain a memory forever. Sounds good ayt? As much as I knnow it is impossible I also know that possesing that power wouldn’t be a good thing in a log run. We can’t just change the past or experience the past all over again. Past is past, what happened there should remain the way it is, but of course there is nothing wrong about dreaming about being able to go back time =)
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enough drama Y
My life never runs out with drama but now I will just ignore it! I won't stress myself about it! Just let it come I will no longer care!!
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I have autumn break this week it is quite nice but seems like time flies to fast!! I don't want the break to be over soon! I just want to rest and relax and rest! :P Oh well, and I also want to do some voluntary studying but first I want to enjoy relaxing and not doing anything that has something to do with school! :P
Later I have to work it's just for 3 hours so I hope it wont be so bad.
It is now 10am and I'm hungry but I am too lazy to leave my room and make some food. I wish I had a robbot to feed me, hehe!
Labels: dailytale
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i'm so tired of this! Y
nananahimik ka, sa likod mo kung ano ano pinag sasabi tungkol sayo. Mananahimik ka, hahayaan mo gawin ginagawa nila pero wishing na sana eh huminto pero wala, tuloy tuloy parin at mas dumadami tao nakekelam.
Pag lumaban ka naman, kapag sinabi mo na huminto na sila, ikaw pa ang masama. Ipaalam mo sakanila na mali na ang ginagawa nila ipaalam mo na alam mo ang ginagawa nila ikaw pa ang sasabihing walang respeto.
What is the right thing to do?!
I AM SO TIRED OF YOU SERIOUSLY!
nothing we do is right in your eyes!!
you want us to keep our mouth shut but you keep on talking about me behind my back!!!
You think what I am doing is not right, what about the thigs that you are doing?! Is that correct?!
I am so tired.
I just pray to God that no matter what happens he will be on my side, that he will keep on making me strong.
I no longer want to care about what is happening, I don't want to waste my energy on being sad about it. I can't help being sad but I will try to ignore it.
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mind your own business please Y
People interfere too much! Don't they have enough thing to do with their own life that's why they start making issues about other people! Gosh am I so interesting?!
I'm so sick and tired of people interfering with my love life! Whats in it for you?! You have nothing to say about me! I should be able to decide for myself I am no longer a child, I am 18 and believe that I can decide some things by myself. It is my life, my feelings not yours!
I may not be fully grown I may commit mistakes but its up to me to take responsibilities of my own actions! What is the matter with my lovelife?!? are you worried that I might get hurt? Well I chose this this, its my own life, I will feel the pain not you! but I guess that is not the problem. YOU, are not thinkinng about my feelings, you are not afraid that I might get hurt. NO! you just don't want to make me happy, you do't think I am happy, then what else do you think I am doing?! you think I am being fooled by the person I love, yeah right and he brainwashes me right? He cast a magic on me so that I will fall inlove with him? well that might be true enough coz after all love is magic you know!
I am seriously tired of people talking about me, talking about my lovelife. And these people are not random people, these people are supposed to be my lovely family.
I do't want to fight with them, I hope someday they will understand. I hope someday they will realize and accept that I am happy with him.
Ok bitter post.. I was feeling sad this afternoon and then I saw this horoscope:
The Bottom Line
Different people are pushing you for action. It's in your best interests to obey.
In Detail
Many different people are pushing you for action right now, and it might be in your best interests to make them happy. They are not as concerned with the quality of your actions as they are with you just doing something now, so there is no reason to put any pressure on yourself. There is no wrong answer here, so anything you do will be appreciated. This is a no-lose situation for you, so let go of the tension you may be feeling and just go for it!
(friendster horoscope)
I kinda felt better when I read it. I just think it fits with my situation right now. Sometimes horoscopes can actually be true/ you can relate to them.
Labels: bitterness, dailytale
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Proud and Heavy Y
I just finished doing my math hand in for tomorrow and I can proudly say that after having trouble understanding the last few tasks, I finally finished it all by myself and I think that all of them are correct apart from one of the tasks which I know I used the correct formula/way of doing but I couldn't really get the result to be the same as the calculator. My calculator has this thing that draws graphs and it can trace the points, when I do it, it's just few decimals away from what I get as an answer so its up to my teacher to judge my work :P But he actually said that he doesn't really care about the result, the most important is the way we did it.
Enough about math.
Today, just now, I realized something about myself. I realized that once something gains my interest I never let it go again. When I start working about something that interests me I don't stop until I understand it completely, even though it's difficult and time consuming I devote myself to it. That's a good thing isn't it?
I also realize that we shouldt be ashamed of failure, we should be more ashamed of not trying again. In life we fail 100 times, or even more, before we succeed in one thing.
I know that I am a devoted person that not even failure can stop me from doing what I want. =)
Right now I am not ashamed to say that I failed to keep a promise to myself that I will be a healthy person. Yesterday I bought 3 packs of cookies ( the cookies that I love soo much) coz they were on sales at work and I've eaten almost a whole pack, I think it contains 6 peices? OMG that's why I feel so heavy right now! I try to comfort myself by drinking a glass of milk, it's healthy but I still feel heavy! =P
One lesson I've learnt this weekend: Do not buy cookies eventhough it's on sale, it will just make you feel heavy and unhealthy! instead buy those grapes you love so much!
Oh this makes me want to give the cookies I bought to my sister and now I am craving for GRAPES!!
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Sway with me Y
I feel like dancing right now, wanna jam with me?? :P
I don't know why I am in the mood for loud music right now, I feel hyper right now :p
too much work makes me hyper active :p
Why do I use alot of :P ?? oh well
When I was in the Philippines my cousin, her bf, my bf and I went to a disco in makati, guess what?? I was too shy to dance! hehe. My bf kept on dancing infront of me like a macho dancer (haha joke) and I was just looking at him and laughing ! oh embarasing!!! Haha! When I think about it now I feel so stupid! :P Well actually I did dance but not as much as I wanted to. I don't know why I am soooo shy. When I am drunk, which I've only been 2 times in my life, I DANCE. When I'm home and llstening to loud music I DANCE, but when in public and haven't had anything to drink I just LAUGH.. Ok weird girl you might think.. I know..
But our night out was fun. I hope we will do it again soon. I wanna go back to the Philippines. Nezt time I really want to dance!!
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Oh true love Y
May there be thousands of trials to come we'll solve them together.
because the love we have for each other can never fade
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Being inlove is fantastic you know. Nothing can feel better than making up moments =)
I miss you.. I wish we could talk together now but you are sleeping and I understand :P haaaay I wish I could just talk to you 24/7. I miss you SO MUCH.
Labels: love
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Happy monthsary to you too... Y
I might not have blogged about this before but I got my very own laptop, finally! Somy laptop turned 1 month old to day, happy monthsary =) hope to spend more exciting years with you :P you know Iwill not be able to live without you =p
my precious****
What will you do if someone you love forgot an important occasion that both of you should celebrate? What will you do if the person say sorry, will you say its alright?
Shouldn't you feel really sad? Shouldn't you cry the whole day and accuse him/her for not remembering a very important day?
Isn't it sad that someone you care about can forget such a thing?
Or perhaps its more sad that I feel so numb about it.. Like nothing happened, eventhough I keep telling myself about it over and over again..
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Happy monthsary to you tooby the way, and thanks for remembering...
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Inspiring day Y
Evethough the weather here I Denmark has started to be boring, today has been an ispiring day for me.
A former IBB student came over to tell us about what he has been doing after he graduated. He said that he wasn’t a clever student back then, he was even a pain in the ass for some teachers, never they have expected that he would be as succesful as he is now. He is studying in Boston, I think he said he is studying MBA. I’m not quite sure but he is studying that has something to do with business of course. He is only 23 and he said the average age of people there are 28, the reason for this is because when he was taking his bachelor in DK he thought it was really boring so he took the 2nd year and 3rd year of his bachelor degree at the same time, quite impressing eh? And he is saying that he is just an average person, that he is not clever at all. While he was taking up 2nd year & 3rd year of his bachelor degree in Business Administration he was working too, and its not just an ordinary job, he was traiing people ( I cant really remember for what, but something with business, He talked for more than one hour so some of the details has mized up in my mind but I can still remember the basic) He has been in many different countries, worked for many different firms at the age of 23. actually he just turned 23 last week.
While I was listening to his speech all I could think was, my God I want to be just like him! He has had a lot and I say A LOT of experience, working in a top class restaurant, working for cable company and that was when he was only young, now he is older he has experienced a lot more. He has been to Hongkong and worked there, I cant remember where else he has been but a lot of different countries working as marketing consultant. He said that he wasn’t studious when he was young but he is fortunate anyways because he had a lot of experience. I think it is also because he is a talkative person, he is good into reaching people and he has come in contact with some people that has experience a lot, he said that you don’t only get knowledge from school but also from the people you interact with, and its actually true..
I cant talk a lot about what this guy told us but that will be too much, the point is I’ve been thinking about doing something that can make my CV look good and after listening to this guy I kinda got more eager !! I seriously don’t want to waste time doing nothing I want to experience what the world has got to offer! I want to go out there and show that even though I might not be the most clever student in the world I can still do somethig big because I am willing to learn!
I think one important thing you have to be is ‘willing’ if you want to become something big. I am so willing that I don’t feel too much sick even though I have cold and fever. After hearing his ‘lecture’ I kinda felt a little better :P I know that there is a big world out there waiting for me, waiting for all of us who are willing enough to take advantage of it.
I want to become something big!! =)
Labels: Inspired
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