.Tuesday, November 28, 2006 ' 10:14 PM
I wanna sing, not cry!yawn, I'm tired again after a ling nap in the after noon I think I'll put my slef into bed soon. I almost just finished my article about the culture of the Philippines( the one I wrote about earlier) After sitting infront of the pc for a long time I've finally finished it, or well I wasnt doing it the whole time, coz I was wathcing tv most of the time. bad me huh! Yes I know, I shouldnt have done that, I could have finished it earlier if I wasnt being lazy! Well I like the ending on my article. giving advice about making ligaw! hehe! yeah so if a danish guy goes to the Philippines he will know how to catch her attention =)
Oh about my title. yes I want to be able to sing! Well I CAN actually sing, I can sing but I dont have a singers voice! If you get what I mean? well every body can sing, some sing like they are reading a peom, some changes the tone all the time (which is like what I do) and some sing like they can bring you to heaven, well that's the voice I want to have! I was listening to yahoo radio whil making my article, well I chose the love songs haay I envy those singers voice!! I dont remember the name of the song, but there was the one I have heard where I just stopped writing and just listened to the song and the voice of the singer.. tsk wish I have good voice!!!
God, why didnt you give me such gift?
I cannot dance well, I cannot draw well, I cannot write stories or peoms well, I cannot cook well, what else cant I do? I dont have those kind of gift! I can't even act well, but I can cry? hehe! Yeah I think thats the gift God gave me, to cry easily! =p I cry so well ! hehe
Actually me and Tristan have talked about it, about talents, about gifts, he said, as far as I recall, that maybe God didnt gave me those kind of gift, but my gift is something else. Like being succesful in the future. Isnt he mean and sweet at the same time? He really proves me that I have no talents(hehe) but he says that I can be succesfull in the future! That would be a very nice gift!
But still! I want to be able to sing well, so I can sing with a microfon or where theres alot of people, without being ashamed of my voice. but I guess I'll just sing when I am alone, or in the bathroom when I bath instead of big scenes where people can enjoy my voice. I can just let myself enjoy my own voice! =p