I just had my 18th birthday last week..

Nothing but bad things have happened/ are happening!

So much for a new year in my life..

Weird enough, I seem to take things pretty well.

I guess this is what is special about turning 18.

Realizing that now its time to act like a grown up

and learn that life goes on.

Life doesn't stop because you're hurt or having any problem.

Life doesn't wait for you

if you are too slow you might end up running after it.

I am tired of running after life,

that is why I'll try to be as positive as I can be.

Whenever I fall, I'll stand up and smile,

try to look at the spot where I fell from and smile.

I'll smile because I know that somehow everything will be fine.

I'll walk away but when I fall again next time, I'll know what to do.

I'll know because I observe and learn.

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I just want to say thanks to all the people who has been a part of my life for the past 18 year. Especially My mom, whom gave birth to me, she always love me no matter what, she supports my decisions and teaches me right and wrong. Though I don't always agree with her, I still love her, I know shes jsut doing what she thinks is best for me. I want to thank my grandma too, for taking care of me, we are really close and I thank her cause she was the one who taught me how to pray and how to treat other people. I love her so much! and of course Tristan, I love him even though I can't understand it sometimes. He's the guy I look up too and I am proud of. He is my best friend even though we sometimes have our ups and downs, even though we sometimes say bad things to each other I am so thankful that God made him a part of my life. I learnt so much from him, there are alot of things he made me realize. He has taught me alot of things and he is not even aware of it. I really changed alot because of him.

There are loads of people I want to thank, I just dont have enough time to write it here. But I hope you all know who you are! The ones I tell my happy moments /my problems to, BASTA, I thank all that has been a part of my life so far.. THANK YOU =)

I dedicate this song to you: