.Sunday, February 10, 2008 ' 8:36 PM

When people ask me that question I often say: fine, ok or good. I say those even if its not true, especially when the person asking is someone I'm not close to.
Like there was this classmate of mine I haven't seen for years and I saw her last week we didn't really talk that much. We just asked each other how we are doing we both said fine. But what if one of us was not fine? Would we say it? Like: "well good you're fine coz I am not..." Hmm..
Really, people say they're fine even though they're not.

So how am I doing?
Honestly I am just alright. I have winter break now so I can finally RELAX! Thank God for that!! In three weeks I will be travelling to Düsseldorf for a study trip. I am kinda excited even though we have to speak german EVERYDAY. I am going to live with a german family for two freaking weeks and of course I will need to speak deutsch! Oh my God. oh my God.. I am not good in German seriously. I understand German but I cannot speak German ehehe.. well if it is fashion or business oriented topics then I think I can manage because thats our usual topic in my german class, so my vocabulary is limited. We can also talk about Germany during the Berlin wall because we have talked about that in the class I guess I will remember some of the phrases we've used in that class, but if they are going to chitchat with me about something that normal people use to talk about then I'll be dead.. I don't even know what the german word for fridge is! tsssk..
Two weeks.. two weeks huhu. I am really going to miss my bf alot since I do not know if there is an internet where I am going. Last year I went to Dublin for five days I cried..I cried while reading my bf's txt messages. I cried while talking to him on the phone.. I started crying the moment I heard his voice.. tsssk How am I going to survive two weeks .. and when I get home he is going to his family in the province for hollyweek so I wont be seing him in 3 weeks or more.

Oh well. I will survive!!

I hope...

hehe