.Tuesday, March 06, 2007 ' 9:20 PM

I really want to write but I cant think of anything to write about! Seriously! Grr!! So let me just bore you with my nonsense..

I feel weird. Not happy, not really sad? Well I can say I'm more than sad then happy.. Or what?? ahh.. basta! I'm numb?! How I wish! There's too much drama in the world right now. correction my world. I feel so disturbed with all these problems.

I cant even take school seriously. Well I still do my job but when I'm at school I cant concentrate. It started last week, I remember when we had german last week and I was in the front raw so my teacher always asked me, actually I dont know if it was because of that or maybe because I used to say loads of things when we have german, but anyways everytime she asked me something the only things I can reply her with are either: "I dont know" or "I forgot" tssk tssk..
I really need to get my concentration back before it disappears completely. I really need it especially in german, coz in that subject it is really hard to concentrate..

How I wish I had a perfect life. A life where I am just happy and smiling the whole time. A life with nothing to worry about.. But I guess thats imposible? and also.. that would be boring wouldnt it??(yah yah u(Jasmin) are just saying that to make yourself feel better)
aaah! I dont know!!

Let me just sleep.
At least in sleep you can make your problems to disappear!

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