.Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ' 11:35 PM

Earlier this evening while chatting with Tristan I was browsing around teentalk, school spirit to be specific. Then I bumped into this thread where they talk about Deans Listers. Some of them said that they only slept 3 hours or less just to be DL, men I dont think I could cope with that! I really cant concentrate without sleeping atleast 7 hours a day! But I kinda envy them because with all their energy, with all their effort they have something they can be proud about and they can show it with their grades!

I asked Tristan if he was like that when he was in college coz he was a Deans Lister too. He said he was, he didn't sleep that much he needed to study in the evening because he had work after school so he only has time when he gets home and that is ofcourse late in the evening.
I told him that I wouldnt be able to do that, sleeping less than 7 hours, he laughed at me. He said: "Oh you love sleeping thats why you are getting fat"
Well I also told him that I do study, but I dont study as much as I have time to because of my laziness. Sometimes laziness attacks and I cant control it! :p
He just said: "Wag ka tatamadtamad!"

He always sermons when he hears that I dont want to study yet beacuse I am lazy. It is actually good that he is there to remind me that I have dreams to fulfill. =)

Well just tonight I used 4 hours nonstop just to do my homeworks! I am really proud of myself now hehe. It has been (days? weeks?? I dont know) since I last concentrated on my studies. Bravo for me :p

Well I actually do well at school naman eh, what if I put more effort pa kaya? Maybe I can be scholar? woa in my dreams! :p I just dont think I have energy to it. You see I would rather get 7 hours of sleep than doing some extra research. I want to have a longer life. I get eaesily sick so I need to take care of my health and actually I cant concentrate when I havent had enough sleep. I am just proud of those who can be fresh and energetic and clever even though they only sleep 3 hours pr night!

For me I will just try to control not to be too lazy so I can spend more time on my homeworks and spend less time watching TV (Btw I dropped watching Greys anatomy yesterday and gilmore girls today, isnt that a big step? :p)
I need to organize my time, I need to put studies on the top of my priority. Well I dont really have to coz it is already. All I have to do is just prevent my laziness!

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.Friday, May 25, 2007 ' 9:35 PM

why is that we people tend to always want more. Why can't we ever get contented? Or maybe its just me.

I'm feeling it right now, the feeling of incompleteness, I wanted something I got it and now I'm wanting more. I am not a picky person, if you give me something I would be happy and satisfied but there is something that dont seem to fit in.

Maybe I'm just selfish. I dont know but when it comes to the person I love so much I tend to get really high expectation. I know it is wrong but I cant help it. I'm trying to control it but its hard, I try not to show it to him but inside me I have this really weird feeling. ARG enough with this nonsense! I want to have a free mind.. I just want to have a vacation now!

I dont have anything to say now. I think I just need to rest my mind..

.Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ' 9:58 PM

So yeah as you might know already if you read my blog our internet have been down, I thought it would only take 10 days, but it took almost two months! Can you believe that? We called another internet provider last week, because the old one never fixed our internet, I dont know what the h*ll is wrong with them, I called them everyday since march 30 and they never did anything, they tried to send us new modem for the internet (they actually sent 4 of them) but I dont know why they couldnt understand that maybe they should come to our house and fix it coz obviously it wasnt the modem that has a problem, but they didnt care!! So yeah we ordered new internet line last week and look how quick they are now we have internet! And I am definitely happy!

You have got no idea how much I missed my net!! And to be honest with you I didnt really miss it because of the chat, I missed it so much because I always had to go to the library or stay after school just so I can use the net for my homework. Internet is really a must nowadays! And if I have to choose between net and tv, I would probably choose net!!

Enough about that! Well I really missed my blog too ofcourse!!
Alot of things happened since march 30 you know!! I dont even remember what happened but I've been doing loads of things, espacially at school.

Well I got my hair cut twice during those two months,, it grows fast.. The first time I got my hair cut it was pretty but last week I let my mom cut it and now I alsways have it bundled up, it's borring!

We've got our class card last month, and oh man I can tell you I didnt really like my grades, they were middle but man I fell some few grades in math, when my mom saw it she was like: "What have you done in math? What have you been doing.. blablabla.." I always do well in math, if there is any subject I would get the highest grade at, that would be math, it is not because I am clever when it comes to numbers, I just study hard when its math because I like the subject. So eventhough math is difficult I somehow manage. But now our new math teacher is hard to please, everyone was scared of him,, well not really scared but sort of scared so the only thing we did was listen to his lecture and not really partisipate that much, so the average grade in math in our class is not really high now, but we will get new grading card 2 weeks from now I think, and I really hope that this time it will be better. I really did my best this time and when we had test last week in math I got A.. so I am happy =)

My sister had birthday may 20th, her friends were over to play, oh my god there were 13 children in our house they were really noisy, but my sister was happy so good for her.

My birthday is coming near. June 11 but I havent really planned anything yet. Maybe if the weather is good that day I will take my friends to the beach near my place, but I still have to see. Our exams begin after june 8 so I might be busy.

I really look forward to have vacation, 1 month and few days left then I will be in the philippines! Yehey! hehe. I am really excited. I hope everything will be good. I really want to enjoy this vacation!

I need to go back to my homework now. I am writing an essay in danish for thursday. I have to work wednesday evening so I need to finish this tonight!

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