.Sunday, February 17, 2008 ' 12:04 AM

Labels: Life

.Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ' 6:48 PM

I am exhausted. I feel like I've been running for a long time and I feel very exhausted. I need to slow down. Everything is happening to fast.. I need to slow down.

Sometimes we really need to take one thing at a time coz if we dont then we end up missing alot of things. If we move to fast we wont be able to enjoy things at they should be enjoyed.

We need to slow down to really experience or feel everything that is happening.

I need to calm down or else I will just end up with.. Nothing..

Labels: Life

.Sunday, February 10, 2008 ' 8:36 PM

When people ask me that question I often say: fine, ok or good. I say those even if its not true, especially when the person asking is someone I'm not close to.
Like there was this classmate of mine I haven't seen for years and I saw her last week we didn't really talk that much. We just asked each other how we are doing we both said fine. But what if one of us was not fine? Would we say it? Like: "well good you're fine coz I am not..." Hmm..
Really, people say they're fine even though they're not.

So how am I doing?
Honestly I am just alright. I have winter break now so I can finally RELAX! Thank God for that!! In three weeks I will be travelling to Düsseldorf for a study trip. I am kinda excited even though we have to speak german EVERYDAY. I am going to live with a german family for two freaking weeks and of course I will need to speak deutsch! Oh my God. oh my God.. I am not good in German seriously. I understand German but I cannot speak German ehehe.. well if it is fashion or business oriented topics then I think I can manage because thats our usual topic in my german class, so my vocabulary is limited. We can also talk about Germany during the Berlin wall because we have talked about that in the class I guess I will remember some of the phrases we've used in that class, but if they are going to chitchat with me about something that normal people use to talk about then I'll be dead.. I don't even know what the german word for fridge is! tsssk..
Two weeks.. two weeks huhu. I am really going to miss my bf alot since I do not know if there is an internet where I am going. Last year I went to Dublin for five days I cried..I cried while reading my bf's txt messages. I cried while talking to him on the phone.. I started crying the moment I heard his voice.. tsssk How am I going to survive two weeks .. and when I get home he is going to his family in the province for hollyweek so I wont be seing him in 3 weeks or more.

Oh well. I will survive!!

I hope...

hehe

.Monday, February 04, 2008 ' 8:37 PM

Teens nowadays rush into relationship, especially those I can see, the ones living here.
Alright I sound like an old conservative lady but few days ago I though about it and it really made me think.

They go out, party every weekend, flirt with the opposite sex not only during the weekends but also every day at school. Everyday during the break I see boy and girl hugging each other outside my class room, or even at the class room actually, not only huging, they also sit at each others lap.. No they are not commited, and sometimes some of them actually have a bf/gf. Maybe I'm just being too malicious but I really think its too much. Its not just a "hello hug" coz I've got no problem with that, I do it as well but the hug they are doing its more than that "hello hug" hmm.. Maybe teens nowadays are just... affectionate.. too affectionate..

Teens nowadays also tend to have different bf/gf almost everymonth. I think when they get tired of each other they just go seperate ways and start finding a new one right away. Don't they get tired? Don't they ever wish of having one real, serious relationship? is it possible to fall inlove for a very short time?

I can never imagine myself being that situation. Frequently having a new bf. I want a serious relationship, something that will last for long and something that I love.
I am glad that I'm in relationship with someone who is serious right now, coz just the thought of finding someone here really scares me. I really think that it is hard to find someone you can have a serious relationship with here where I live. You need to be good at playing the game.

You need to be willing to kiss many frogs before finding your prince.

Labels: love, nonsense, School