.Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ' 4:48 PM

X'mas is over, it has been fine actually. I've got good gifts but it wasnt really enough, don't get me wrong I am thankful for the gifts that I've got but I wish something else though I know I can't really get it right now I just need to wait some more years.

hectic christmas shopping is over, what am I looking forward to right now? well first of all I'm looking forward to my moms 40th bday. it's on friday and I cant wait to give her the gift that I bought for her =) I know she will like it because it's her wish! I am so excited! hehe! =)
also I am looking forward to year 2008 =) wow don't you think this year has been fast? can't believe it!! I'm excited for what the next year will bring and also summer!! I can't wait till summer coz I just want to rest! 2nd year of IBB will be over and I will be a graduating student! yeeheeey

Labels: dailytale

.Sunday, December 16, 2007 ' 9:23 PM

I no longer know what I am doing. I no longer know what I really want. One minute I want wait forever just to be with him, the second I feel like I cannot do this anymore, its too hard. I am confused, I wish someone could give me an answer.

I want calmness in my heart and my mind, I just don't know how I can obtain that. where can I find calmness?

Labels: Life, love

.Friday, December 14, 2007 ' 6:54 PM

I feel relief! I passed my 2000 words history report today and I can say that I am proud of myself! To be honest, I find history quite boring ever since I was a kid, I did not like history and the thought about writing a history report just made me feel stressful but actually I wasn't stressed out. I finnished writing it 2 days before I had to pass it so isn't that quite good? I was only stressed when it came to the time that I had to print the papers out, I thought the printer did not work. I cried, to be honest, hehe silly me.
It was interesting writing about the Philippine-American colonization. If I will be going to write another history report I will choose to write about Philippine history once again, hehe! Thats the only history I like , =) I'm a proud Filipino! :D

I want to thank Felisa for helping me to find sources =) the thing you wrote was inspiring ! hehe! I mean reading your notes gave me idea about the topic =)
I also want to thank Tristan, eventhough he did not corrected it as he said he will, he was there to support and encourage.
Thanks to my mom for helping me install the printer
and thanks to Comfort for giving me idea on how I can begin the introduction.

Ok now I am like making a speech for oscar awards . ehem! hehe!

Well.. now I can rest! eventhough there is one week left before the Christmas holiday, and even though are crazy danish and german teacher gave us loads of homework for next week I still feel like I can relax now. No more reports to hand in, just xmas gifts that are waiting for me...

Labels: School

.Friday, December 07, 2007 ' 11:05 PM

For the past couple of weeks I've been having sleeping problems (have I posted about that already? I cannot remember) I am always tired but when I start thinking about sleeping or when I finally get time to sleep then the sleepiness dissappears. I can lay down hour and hours without falling asleep, and if I suddenly almost reach the point when I am about to fall asleep someone walks outside my room to go to the toilet or kitchen, then I will be waken. Just small whispers can wake me up and then its difficult for me to sleep again. But in the morning, the time I am supposed to wake up I sleep so well and its really hard to wake up even though people here at home makes noise since they are preparing to go to work/school.

Right now its 11.12 pm. I've been feeling sleepy since I got home from work, which is almost 4 hours ago. I was planning to stay up the whole night to do by history paper which is due on 14th of December but I don't think I can stay up the whole night after all. I just hope that the time I lay down I will fall asleep right away.

Wish me luck!

Labels: dailytale, nonsense